“I Have Lost My Words”
Have you ever just stared out the window?
Just waiting for the rain to fall.
Your heart skips a beat.
Then it stalls.
I have cried against the window,
Placed my forehead on the glass.
I have stepped back watching the droplets fall.
Memories I wish I could toss into the trash.
But memories are just memories,
Words and blessings carved by a universes hand.
Kneading and forming.
Wishing for way to somehow understand.
I wish that I could tell you,
That everything will be ok.
I have been here so very long.
I don’t know what to say.