“Resume”

People on the outside,

Looking in.

They do not understand,

How hard this has been.

  

I suddenly find myself,

I am standing on a ledge.

Yesterday’s tomorrows,

I feel like I am at the edge.

The edge of a tomorrow,

I am not sure I can possibly handle.

My anxiety is very tough,

To wrangle.

It is like I have fallen off the horse,

And all I need to do is get back on.

But I find myself fearful.

My confidence is gone.

I hired someone,

To do my resume.

What have I found out?

I intimidate me.

Dg

6-8-20