Anyway

"Anyway"
    
I miss my life,
As if I'm qualified to say,
What this isn't or is,
Anyway.
   
What parts are ok to keep?
What parts ok to let go?
And still remain me?
I want to know.
    
Which hurt is valid?
When is the laughter true?
When's it ok that someone,
Make a wreck of you?
     
A hit and run,
Or drive by shooting,
How many lives?
I keep rebooting.
    
Start over from scratch?
I'm running out of windows.
I'm running out of doors.
I just don't want to hurt,
Anymore.
  
I miss my life.
As if I'm qualified to say,
What this isn't or is,
Anyway.
     
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