Today

“Today”

It’s kind of funny,
How I never realized how beautiful you were.
Until you were gone.
To the taken for granted days I confer.

It’s so silly how we love,
And we never really say.
I can always do it tomorrow,
I don’t need today.

But today,
You’re already gone.
And I just want to fall apart.
But I’ve got to be strong.

I should’ve kissed and hugged you,
While you were near.
But today,
There’s nobody here.

d
04-08-09

Repetition Insane

“Repetition Insane”

I want to stop,
Make stop the rain.
But how do you stop,
Repetition insane?

I don’t want to revisit,
Don’t want to descend.
Don’t want to miss my love,
My friend.

I guess it’s unavoidable,
There’s no way around.
Ever searching for something,
You never really found.

d
04-09-09

My Eyes Burn

“My Eyes Burn”

My eyes burn,

The yesterdays sting.

While I try to reach and grasp,

As I cling.

Cling to things gone,

That only were.

Lost in thoughts of him,

Of her.

Funny how fast,

It slips away,

As we pause and think of it,

Today.

My eyes burn,

As the yesterdays sting.

While I try to reach and grasp,

As I cling.

d

04-20-09

Enrique - Tonight

OMG!! It's WICKED naughty but I LOVE IT!

exactly

“exactly”

 

So what is it exactly,

That you would have me do?

Allow someone in,

And have the betrayal start anew?

 

I think not,

No there is no casting call.

Fallen once then twice,

I do not need another fall.

 

My heart has already been split,

Ripped, torn in two.

So what is it exactly,

That you would have me do?

 

d

05-03-09

I Hate It

 
“I Hate It”
If they were granted,
Have you wondered what your wishes would be?
I am just empty,
At the very core of me.

There are no more wants.
There are no desires.
There is no fearsome flame,
There are no fires.

I am here,
For no reason other than I have to be.
There is absolutely nothing inspiring,
Here for me.

I loathe this place,
Loathe this existence.
Knowing deep down,
There is no resistance.

I hate it.

d
05-09-09

On Our Last December

“On Our Last December”

 

Amongst the shadows.

Amongst the dust.

I try to forget,

But remember I must.

 

I try to forget,

But I always remember.

The words that were spoken,

On our last December.

 

No token of wrongs,

Or anything that didn’t belong.

No hint that the words didn’t match,

To our chosen song.

 

A sudden departure,

Above any words.

I still don’t believe,

The words that I heard.

 

I try to forget,

But I always remember.

The words that were spoken,

On our last December.

 

D

09-27-09