I want to move past it.
I want to move, I want to stay.
I want to seek advice,
When the only truth is what I can say.
On the upside,
Of a decade now.
I’d love to shout unto the stars and heavens,
I've forgiven but I don’t know how.
I wish that I possessed,
Everyone else’s resolve.
But this appears to be a problem,
That only I can solve.
I wish to say I love you.
When I can only hate you.
Somewhere in between those two,
Remains what’s true.
I don’t possess the power to punish.
But I do want you to pay.
Because I gave you my soul and heart,
As you just turned and walked away.